My desire to blog is very frequent. My original blog was started at a time when I had just entered one of the first phases of recovery. I was wrapped up in other’s blog from treatment and those I didn’t know. Now, I just don’t have the need to blog as frequent or have to read everyone else’s blog. I am not sure, I am exhausted when I am done work and spending my leisure time..I know pretty lame…but what the heck. I don’t think I am as interested anymore in all the throws of the recovery in the beginning. Things are well, I am not headed back and life is moving forward. Of course, I will always advocate and try to be active in issues around eds but part of me is ready to say goodbye this world in a lot of ways. Shut the door completely, not with a crack.